i want, i want, i want

rawr. yfc has ended. ground school that is.

i eagerly await all my flights. hope i can do well and get a 5 from fruity.

as the term goes on, im gonna have less time to fly, and well i already am going to start missing all the people in my course :( like seriously, who's course actually has a course song! which course is actually as fun and vibrant and strong as ours?! rawr. i wish the saturdays would be able to just continue though sigh, with the council work stacking up, not really going to happen soon.

maybe i have over stretched myself to be more then what i can actually be by doing secretary/prog and secretary/treasurer for open house and MR. especially with open house coming up in about 3 months. this is really going to be a busy period ahead.

well well well.

i dunno. just random thoughts that pass through my head after house d stayed over at my house. who can i actually trust and tell someone everything i have to share and know that it will never be leaked. rare i guess. i mean, sometimes, i might really have to just, watch what i say to people and to whom. this is purely random btw. >< rawr i dunno, im just very confused now. like who's who, and who's doing this for what. just looking at people gives me this very cynical view and stereotypical association regarding certain people :( yet sometimes, i'm just overly cynical of everything that people do.

how about me. what do i want. sometimes it's really easy to just overlook the 'minority' in a group of people. and it's really easy to just forget everything there is to that person.

rawr.

i have open house proposal to do. and PW research to do. im supposed to go to the library tmr. ah well, guess i'll just see how it goes. shall slp now. tired.

i wan my sortie 6.
bleugh.

i want so many things.
sad life.